Happy new year :)

so ,what's your new year's resolution ;)

About friends we speak..

friends are a must in life..some are high school buddies...college friends...party and hang-out friends.shopping friends....etc


However,,the inner circle of trust might include one or two..

when a friend stops being a friend..what should we do?

I had a friend (my high school friend) we were inseparable..but once we went to college..both in different majors..we grew apart over the years..she became more "uptight" ..that's not the problem ..the problem is she started criticizing me over silly things ,
(My hijab for instance)

And not only that..she tries to change the subject whenever I talk about my other friends and saying things that a friend would never say..

I realized that she tells her mom everything I tell her

(even the crazy things moms never approve)

so I decided to cut all ties with her



*sigh*

change can be a good thing..or a bad thing I guess

now I find a missed call every now and then..what should I do

she's been in my life ever since we were 15 :(

what makes you happy?

salut

it's really a very simple question,,the answer to some people is easy ..to some others it's complicated

for me..I used to say..what makes me happy is getting what I want (not only the material things)

now I realize that I find a lot of joy and happiness in seeing the people I care about happy :)


and what would make me really happy right now is,to fulfill my career goals and if I see my mom healthy :)

how about you..what would make u happy generally? and what would make u happy this very moment u read this post :)

Random thoughts

the concept of charity work

rarely I find People who do charity work without being selfish themselves...

they do it for "ajr" ..or "dua'a" ..not for Pure selfless reasons of Merely helping someone in need


Once u genuinely want to help someone

only to make him feel better. leaving the concept of Ajr aside

that's the true essence of Charity

But yet again. the good feeling that it gives you. make this deed kinda selfish right?:P


( I remembered that episode from f.r.i.e.n.d.s when Joey dares Phoebe to find one selfless deed lol)



Death

I recently lost a colleague of mine. she was a bundle of joy. full of life. just got married and graduated. Within 6 months, cancer took a vicious raid over her body cells. and now she's gone :(
May her soul rest in peace…

no one really knows what happens after you die. of course your body starts decaying and disintegrating .but the soul is eternal.
We are all eternal
Whether u r a Muslim ,Christian ,Jew or Buddhist

We all agree on this fact

heaven or hell? life in the grave?
Reincarnation?
...endless Questions. No answers.





back to work

ah! so now the vacation is over. now it's time to go back to work...wow that feels good :)

I have to juggle between my French lessons and work though. I love it when things are crazy and chaotic. I guess I'm an adrenaline Junkie :P

Happy Eid

it's known that devils get shackled during Ramadan ..yet, we still see people doing horrible things and that shows that Human beings can be evil too :/

So the devil can't be blamed for what people do all the time ..

any way. I admit that Ramadan isn't the best time of the year for me, I'm spiritual and all, but Ramadan has been so commercialized and devalued these days. people almost Brag about their good deeds,
they continue to lie ,cheat, steal once they break their fast
isn't that a bit hypocritical?


any how..Eid is coming and all devils will be Unleashed
should we look at them as foes as we always did. or as rivals?


I really have missed my demons. don't you miss yours?

No Guile.. No Guy

You can't be quite straight with a man
I'm not advocating lies or cheating or anything
All I'm saying is,you have to pull back every once & a while
As the Author of the famous Book (Men are from Mars Women are from Venus)have mentioned ,men have built-in traits such as "intimacy cycle" and "crawling into the cave state"..
Which proves the utter truth, no Guile, no guy :P

wake up call

I like the Video ;)

salut tout le monde

which means ,hi everyone (",)

I'd love to learn french..I think it's a very classy language

few words here and there aren't not enough

I will sign up for french lessons ,hopefully they will be available for the next month


my new Mood : see u later mon amour :D :D

to a friend Whom I miss the most...

she is a good friend...a friend I found in a moment where I needed her the most


I like this girl a lot and I'm wondering why I never hear from her anymore..

I pray for her every night..she's like a little sister

sweet and funny..she would be a great doctor

she told me she wants to be one :)

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it's amazing how can u miss someone so badly ..anyhow :/

summer is almost over,and this is the 1st time ever for me to stay home ,never having to worry about college anymore

it feels good in an odd way

I'll enjoy Ramadan to the fullest (i.e stay late and eat like a Pig :P)

this Month is Kinda sad..I had the best graduation party but my little Turtle died :'(

so this post is dedicated to her (she's the one on the left)

ciao 4 now